How the pregnant mother to a teething seven-eight month old spends her evenings..

Before, when Lilia was a little younger and hadn't hit the teething stage yet, I would curl up on the sofa and watch a film or a good program with a glass of wine. I loved that down time to myself and Lilia usually wouldn't wake up.
Now, pregnant again and with Lilia waking up through the night sometimes due to teething pains, I am lying in bed on my laptop with a pint of milk. The closest pleasure I get to wine, that drink is. I love milk, but I miss wine.
I'm not whinging, I just miss my wine and a movie on times, ha ha. But anyway, I only get to do this on weekends. So having a TV and the internet, and even milk, is a nice change ha ha. I never have milk at the hostel.
Yeah, I'm still there. I've been there nine weeks. UGH.

(Lilia has two teeth on the bottom and one coming through on the top, I can't remember if I've already mentioned it, but I can't be bothered to have a check. Ha.)

Random blog.

So I took Lilia out earlier this week, and of course the only pram sections are at the front of the bus. So I sat at the front by the pram part, and there was this guy staring at me for the whole bus journey. I thought "ooh, he's a bit of alright!" He looked my age, maybe a year or two older. He caught me staring back at him and our eyes met for a minute.. Then he turned to his friend and went "huh, small world!" His friend giggled, and they pressed the buzzer and got off the bus without looking back. I thought 'aw man, guess I didn't pull!' Ha ha ha, but I had NO idea where the "small world" came from. Did he know me? Did he recognise me? ... Have we ever met? I searched my memory for days, and couldn't find where this handsome stranger was from. It was SO annoying to not know.
Anyway, about ten minutes ago I was checking my Facebook homepage when a guy I went to school with NINE YEARS AGO had uploaded a new picture.. It was him. The handsome stranger. I chuckled to myself after I realised who it was. I would never have guessed it was him - he is so different now! He used to have long, curly, blonde hair and deep brown eyes. He used to be soo skinny. But of course that was back when we were nine. Now he has short brown hair, with little waves but they're barely noticeable. He still has a small frame, however he is now more.. I don't know, healthy looking? He has a bit more meat and muscle on him now. And he is just.. Wow.
We were great friends when we were younger and he is a twin, his sister Anneliese was one of my closest ever friends. So I started talking to Anneliese

ARGH!

I need to vent and I just don't know where to put it. I don't know how to put it into words, and I don't know how I'm going to explain to you guys how it happened or whatever...
But I have to say it now or I will EXPLODE.

I'm pregnant. Yeah. Stupid timing, of course. It's James'. I shouldn't be that far along as the first time we had unprotected sex since Lilia was December 23rd, and I don't even think we conceived straight away, though you never know. Anyway, we decided to give it one more try since there's going to be a new baby. No we weren't together when we conceived, we were still broken up - we just still continued to sleep together.. A lot. Anyway. We were together two weeks-ish (I've known for around two weeks) and he turns to me and asks is it his. I say yeah, but so what if it isn't? We weren't together after all. He flips and he has one HELL of a temper, and we broke up.
So I'm eighteen years old, single, I have a seven month old daughter, and I'm pregnant again with my second baby. Which, by the way, I haven't told my parents about yet.

MY. LIFE. IS. SO. MESSED. UP.

Apologies for the late update..

So I've finally got time to update you guys on everything, I kinda just left you hanging with my last post..
Anyway, yes I've moved out. No, I haven't got a house. I had to make myself homeless and go into a homeless hostel in order to get my own place to live in as I can't afford to private rent one. I have been in the hostel since 28th November. I got told I'd have a house between 1st and 5th of January... nothing has been mentioned since. My mother just wants me to pack up and leave the place, but if I do that the month of me being in there would have been wasted. So I'm going to stick it out and just hope that I get a house soon.

That was my main news for you guys, but I guess I should update you all on my big SEVEN MONTH OLD! Can you believe it?!?!
She has two teeth. She got the first one about three weeks ago, and the second about two weeks ago. She can roll over, she just chooses not to. And she's SO close to sitting up by herself. I've been so overprotective of her that she's a little behind in her development than what she herself would like to be, so I'm learning to let go a little and leave her do her own thing every once in a while. It is really helping :) She is SO big now, but I have no idea how much she weighs - I will find out next month at her eight month appointment :)