My new mum resolution..

So rather than a new year resolution, I figured I'd create my own 'new mum resolution' since there's a while til new year :)
My resolution is to go on Wii Fit once every week day (weekends I'm usually out visiting people, etc) if I can. I just want to lose this baby fat now. I won't get rid of my stretch marks but I'm trying to make them fade. It's depressing that I don't have a bikini body in the summer, so I decided I'm going to get into shape ready for next summer (lol!), but hopefully I'll lose a bit before then.

My other resolution is to start wearing makeup if I see people or go out again. Obviously I won't be able to all the time because I do have a baby to take care of as well... But I want to start making an effort whenever I can again, because since my pregnancy I've gone really downhill and don't seem to care about my appearance any longer. NOT like the old me at all!

My third and final resolution is to not let others get me down, especially James. I took Lilia over his this weekend and it just didn't work out. I don't want to get into details because it's a bit personal, I'd only share with certain friends, but it wasn't a nice weekend. His whole family came over to see Lilia and they were just really mean. James didn't say anything and when I asked if he could stick up for me, he joined them and started insulting me. I ended up coming home early, and I'm never going up there again. His father actually smoked in the living room! Didn't open a window or anything and didn't go outside. The baby was about 5ft away from him, that's all! I was so disgusted. I took the baby and left the house and they were NOT happy with that. Well... Tough Sh** is what I say! Anyways.. If they want to see Lilia they can come to my parents house, where they're in charge and his family can't boss me around or spend the time insulting me or damaging the health of my baby. I know James is the dad and he has every right to see her.. But he doesn't bother. If it's not us going to him he won't make an effort at all. He doesn't realise that for me to come up to him it's not just the baby and myself that I have to take.. UGH. So yeah. This resolution is mainly based on him and his family. I don't want to feel like crap because of what other people say or do.. So I'm determined I'm not going to take things to heart anymore!