Two Days..

I know that I should be enjoying the last few days (maybe weeks) of my pregnancy, but I am not. I should be making the most of it being just me and Lilia, and I feel bad that I am not doing so, but I just want to meet Tyler now. I want to be able to cuddle my little man and to look after him on the outside. I do wish I could do more things with Lilia while it is just us but it is so hard for me to be myself now that I am so heavily pregnant. It is getting hard for me now, so I hope he comes soon.
That being said, I do believe that he will come when he is ready. And if he hasn't come yet then that means he isn't ready to be outside the womb yet.. I don't know how long it'll take for him to be ready, but I don't want to go over the 20th. If it comes to my due date and I have had no symptoms whatsoever, I have decided to start 'willing him on'. I won't do much, just long walks, bouncing, running up and down the stairs, etc. Nothing too major but I will try a couple different things:}