Friday, 11 May 2012
Does anyone else?
Sometimes I just don't feel good enough. Tonight is one of them times. I am being put down in everything I do, including being a mother and a girlfriend, by James' sister. I've been told I'm lazy and I take the pee when I go up James' mothers.. I am sat here in tears and I just don't feel like a good enough person. I feel like I am a waste of life and someone else who is worth something should be the mother of my little angel, so that she could have someone to look up to. Not just me. I can't stop crying and James is staying over tonight but I am too darn afraid to go upstairs to him because I don't want him to see that his sister and I are arguing and that his sister has made me cry. I don't want to cause an arguement between them too:( Gaah. LKNKLSD FHIPO SDFS LKFNKLFKLVNJVNOINOLNlnlkd nlskjdngfil hHIDFNVL DSKJVNILDS B#X;J BNKJDFNBVDK FJBGKJ;ZDBGKJZ;DBSGKJ;DGKJBZDSGKJZBDSGKJLBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBZDS!!!!!!!!!!!
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I stuck up for myself and I got told I was being childish and only trying to cause problems for James and his family :/
ReplyDeleteI eventually snapped and it all came out last night, though she's apologised to me now and we're kinda on talking terms what she said still wasn't on and I burst into tears telling James last night, lmao. He said to me "why even bother with her if she talks to you like that" I said "because she is your family and I want to at least TRY with them.. I am the bigger person and I love you so that means loving your family too." And he cried, ha ha. At least I know he is on my side, right!