Oh hi strangers!

I haven't blogged in sooo long it's ridonk..
Anywho I have a fair bit to say so bare with me :}

Okay. So first off is my apology of not blogging in like.. FOREVER.. But I don't think anyone reads my blog anymore so I don't really bother. Also it is pretty busy being a mum of two under two.. It's a shame really, because I really enjoyed my blog. And I love looking back at the posts I wrote while I was pregnant with Lilia. But anyways..

Lilia is twenty one months.. Where the hell has the time gone?! I can't believe my baby will be two in five months, it's just so incredible! She can say a hell of a lot, too much to write, and is so cheeky. She is such a caring sister and I honestly am so proud of the way she has put up with Tyler. He takes up so much time and attention and she just takes it on the chin.. She's a beautiful girl. I wanna take her out for the day just me and her and spoil her rotten but I have to wait until I'm not constantly skint first.
The only problem I am having with her at the moment is her behaviour. It is terrible. I mean really bad. I was never like this when I was baby and my mother says no one else was either - her, my cousins, my dad, etc.. But James' family have all been like this, so I guess it's just a trait she gets from her father. She bites, she screams, she pinches, she scrams.. The amount of marks and scabs etc I have had from her hurting me because I have told her off, told her no, or not done something she wants, is ridiculous.. I'm determined to get passed it though.

Tyler is six months.. SIX MONTHS!!!! I am literally almost in shock. I can't believe it has gone by so fast! I mean I know I've been through it before with Lilia so I should know how fast it goes but it honestly seems to be going even quicker this time.. I guess it's because I have two.
Anyways he's gorgeous. He has these massive blue eyes that just melt your heart and everyone always points them out to me ha ha :P
Tyler is pretty much a typical boy. I mean he's lazy in the way of learning things.. He learnt to roll over like a few weeks to a month ago at most. He can't sit up yet but he definitely trying on that one. He loves to be in his door bouncer so I think he's going to learn to walk either early or pretty soon after crawling. He's also lazy with weaning. I've started weaning him, he needed to be weaned at four months because he was just so hungry all the time but he is too lazy to eat it properly. Only now at six months is he beginning to co-operate when I try to feed him solids. It's still a lot of work but at least we're making progress I suppose!
He has such a happy personality, exactly like his big sister. The only problem with him is he is a very very very clingy baby. And when I say very three times, I mean every single one. He is such a mummy's boy it's unreal. He will want cuddles for an entire day sometimes. He will refuse to sleep unless I'm holding him occasionally. He will play by himself on his mat or in his bumbo or door bouncer, etc, for like half hour and then cry for me. Or he'll be okay on his own but then I'll walk passed and he'll see me and then he will scream for me until I go to him.. It can be very trying.
He still wakes during the night, minimum of once and usually a maximum of three times unless he is ill. It's hard though.

As for myself.. I'm doing okay. As okay as a nineteen year old tied down from anything by two kids, anyway. I do not regret having them at all, I don't mean anything bad by saying tied down.. But it's so hard. I didn't realise how hard it would be to have two. It's so so different to having just the one. I don't regret Tyler one bit but I do wish he could have happened like five years after he did.. But oh well, he's lovely anyway. I'm just making the most of the life I have and trying to see things in a positive light but sometimes it's hard when Tyler is as clingy as he is and Lilia acts up or gets jealous (which is not often) or something.. But yeah.

I don't really know where this is going anymore.. I had so much to update you guys on but my mind has just gone blank.. Tyler's screaming in his cot and it's pretty distracting, ha ha.

I wanted to update you guys with photos of them but my laptop is broke (only works on safe mode with networking) and I don't upload them to my Instagram or Twitter so I guess you'll just have to wait for me to fix my laptop if I can ever afford to..

So on the topic of broken laptops I'm gonna state the obvious and say I won't be posting for a while ha ha!
But I will try to again because I do miss this blog!

Love you all my beautiful readers :D
Please comment on how you all are!
- Especially Holly, I miss you!!