I need to vent and I just don't know where to put it. I don't know how to put it into words, and I don't know how I'm going to explain to you guys how it happened or whatever...
But I have to say it now or I will EXPLODE.
I'm pregnant. Yeah. Stupid timing, of course. It's James'. I shouldn't be that far along as the first time we had unprotected sex since Lilia was December 23rd, and I don't even think we conceived straight away, though you never know. Anyway, we decided to give it one more try since there's going to be a new baby. No we weren't together when we conceived, we were still broken up - we just still continued to sleep together.. A lot. Anyway. We were together two weeks-ish (I've known for around two weeks) and he turns to me and asks is it his. I say yeah, but so what if it isn't? We weren't together after all. He flips and he has one HELL of a temper, and we broke up.
So I'm eighteen years old, single, I have a seven month old daughter, and I'm pregnant again with my second baby. Which, by the way, I haven't told my parents about yet.
MY. LIFE. IS. SO. MESSED. UP.
Oh dear sweetie, what are you going to do? Are your parents understanding? You must be so confused at the moment I have no words to make you feel better all I can do is send you a huge vrtual hug Xx
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, but i have no doubt you will get through this. You are strong and an amazing mummy to Lilia already. It's going to be hard and it's not the best timing in the world but you can't plan for a miracle. Just stay positive and keep your head high. If you ever need anything i'm here. I have lived it (twice, as I got pregnant only a few month after having Kye but lost the baby)
ReplyDeleteAs Tahnee said I am here for you too Xx
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